my fairy tale II

well. . . not step-sisters exactly in my story.
but still a lil annoying.
you know? when cinderella and her prince have to cover up their relationship from 'the other'
the cinderella feels hurt
and she knows her prince feels so
what they have to?
what they have to do if 'the other' is a friend of the prince, who fell in love with the cinderella too?
and if the prince dont wanna hurt his friend?

my fairy tale I

when he is come and offering me his heart,
do i have a strength to refuse?
he always do well.
keeps me smiling,protect me, and helps me throught the day.
okay. . . it's going to be overact.
but-
oh god . . i'm in love
with a right guy who won't let me fall
with a guy who has promised will stand with me forever

well. . . here is my fairy tale.

just like in mostly story
when the cinderella meets her prince
the step-sisters come

UNREACHED

You're my light, that always shine
You're my air, that always revolves around me
You're my heart that always beating
You know? You're my everything..

But just in the past..

in fact, you just my unreached star.
always in front of me, always there, always here.
But i still can't reach you at all..
you leave me alone for thousands miles
isn't it enough huh?!
Now you leave me, absolutely leave me
Why do you expect me here with just me?
I don't know..
I'm just a little foolish girl
who always wait for her own knigt

NEVER

When everything's go wrong
when everything drives us into the world humility
When everything leave me down on the floor
When everything's going to the darkness
that i know,
so do I..
I just wanna be with you
Feel you here, with me..
Even though that you'll never be here with me
Even tough that i'll never be there with you

I was just trying to cover it up
But I can't..
your face, your habit, everything that you do always spinning in my mind all the time..
How coulf I be better?
When i'll be better?
Will I be better?
Maybe never..

Elusive

you're always invinsible in my eyes.
the one whom i can't reach at all.
and i...
the one who always wait for her knigt in shining armor.
but there is nothing..
just an idle wishes.

just like the other girls..
trying to looking for new love,
smiling in bliss,
crying in sorrow,
then trying to find another new again..

yeah... teenager and love..

i just want to chase what we want at all..
what our life is going to..

.L.O.V.E.

just four letters that could meant everything.
but we all knew..
love doesn't always pretty good.

elusive..
maybe that word could explain what love is.
elusive..
just-like-you

New Moon Trailer

i've seen the website for NEWMOON film, the second movie of TWILIGHT saga. im so impresive of that! oh god.. i can't stand to watch it soon.. but November, 20 2009 is a very very very longtime for me...
well... still waiting for that.
you can see NEWMOON trailer on :

In October 2009, not even waiting for the official release of Twilight, the production company Summit Entertainment was already planning the movie New Moon, sequel to Twilight. They were right to be confident, after all, the first Twilight movie based on Stephenie Meyer's romantic vampire novel has been a huge success and still drives crowds in the theaters worldwide.



In Theatres

November 20, 2009

So now Summit Entertainment is working on New Moon, this second Twilight movie is based on the novel of the same name written by Stephenie Meyer. The draft for New Moon was indeed handed in by Rosenberg during the opening weekend of Twilight. But I think it will slightly deviate from the original plot because fans want to see Robert Pattinson badly... So Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson) will probably have more time on screen than someone who read the book would have expected.


Synopsis / Plot:
"Bella Swan is devastated by the abrupt departure of her vampire love, Edward Cullen, but her spirit is rekindled by her growing friendship with Jacob Black. Suddenly she finds herself drawn into the world of the werewolves, ancestral enemies of the vampires, and finds her loyalties tested." (summit Entertainment)

Of course Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson did sign on for the New Moon movie, actually they agreed to star in the whole Twilight saga! So Kristen Stewart reprises the role of Bella Swan, a teenage girl who falls in love with vampire Edward Cullen, who is still portrayed by Robert Pattinson.

But Director Catherine Hardwicke won't be making New Moon, she's been kicked out of the sequel to Twilight:


She's replaced by Director Chris Weitz (who directed American pie, About A Boy, The Golden Compass).

In New Moon Jacob Black, an old childhood friend of Bella's and a member of the Quileute tribe, is having a more important role: Bella and Taylor get closer and Taylor learns that he is a werewolf... Not sure that Taylor Lautner, who interpreted the role of Jacob Black in the first twilight movie, will play the part in New Moon: the young actor will most likely be replaced by a stronger and more mature actor.


Summit Entertainment is willing to put a lot of cash on the table now, so New Moon won't have the low-budget feel of Twilight. But Stephenie Meyer is the real guardian of her universe, I'm not worrying too much for the movie New Moon.

Let's get ready for a marvelous movie combining vampires, humans, werewolves and romance!

What do you expect from the film New Moon? What should they focus on in the movie adaptation of New Moon? Would you agree that giving a more important part to Edward (Robert Pattinson) in the movie (even if it's a bit different from the book) is right?
:)

Today at school :D

Well. . . Im sick but im at school now.. Haha infecting my friends with virus.. Hahaha.. But i really really want to ended this disgusting sickness. Because friday is my exam ! And i'll not able to do my exam when im sick.. Ugh... Hope i'll get better soon...

Oh god. .

Oh shit . . Im infectdd by chickenpox. . Ugh. .
I think i'll infecting my lil bro back for revenge. . Wahaha

and about today. . Its 7.50 am here and im at dhea house for her surprise party. . Haha lil dizzy,but i think its nt problem for me. . Make my friend happy on her birthday is giving me some satisfity. . :))
after this we'll go, and i hope my sickness will nt getting worse. . Ugh. .

missing you

maybe it's easy to say "just let it go just let it flow" but we all know, it's not as easy when we say it. when we have to let our beloved person to go, or even we have to go. just like have a big hole that drive us into darkness in our heart.

darkness

well... there is no darkness, just doesn't have enough of light.

but what if our light will never back when it's gone ? i don't know..
because if i've known, i already get my light back soon then..

i love you

waiting. .

i'm just waiting . .
waiting . .
and waiting . .
till d night's over . .
and i'm going to die . .

dead

i think..

this life is going more sucks!

THANK GOD
FOR MY LIL DAMN LIFE !!!

You'rd always invinsible in my eyes. .
D one that i can't reach at all. .
And i. .
D one who always waiting for her knigt in shining armor
but there is nothing. .
Just an idle wishes
just like d other girls
trying to looking for new love
smiling in bliss
crying in sorrow
and trying to lookin for other love. .

Yeah. .just like other teenagers

i just wanna chase what we want at all
d life is purpose to b. .

.L.O.V.E.

Just four letters
that can meant everything. .

please please please stay here . . .

ur there everyday i awake u cheer me up when i said, u love me when i'm not loved, ur my shadow, ur at the door awaiting when u here the skool buses, i need u to say with me now, NONO dont go, not now not ever, ur my furry little shadow, ur legs gettign worse.I dnt know wat to do
wat to do, i know the second u go my life is over. The look u give me when i say 'lets go for a walk' is soo cute i will miss that when u leave. U r funny growls of play, i will miss that when u leave. Please dont go... keep ur eyes open u cant leave me you cant leave me! ! ! ! ! i know u will be in my heart but please not now give me time later, u know im in pain but please doctor i want my furry friend to live forever. .

wanna feel you here . . .

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me ?! Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything . .

I Think of You and Miss You

How could fate have separated us? 
I think of you and miss you.

I think of your warm and inviting smile
Of the laughter that now brings tears
And I miss you.

I think of your small body wrapped in my arms
Of the hands that caressed your hair
And I miss you.

I think of evenings in front of a fire
Of hot chicken soup now gone cold
And I miss you.

I think of you bravely waving good bye
Of the way you walked out of my sight
And I miss you.

I think of lessons you have taught me
Of the promises I keep
And I miss you.

welll . . .

I ever said . .

are we still the same doodles ?

now i know the answer . .

yes babe . .. 

we still the same doodles . .

even it' hurt . .




.P.A.I.N.F.U.L.

welll . . .

I ever said . .

are we still the same doodles ?

now i know the answer . .

yes babe . .. 

we still the same doodles . .

even it' hurt . .




.P.A.I.N.F.U.L.





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